Brighter, dryer and colder days

My hair is finally long enough for braiding !!!

But the weather has dried out my hair and made it stiff. -.-

Anybody who knows a good hair mask ?

Reasons to be angry

It has been one of those days you can't decide if it has been a good or bad day.

Since my mother is injured, the morning started of really bad. I woke up 5 am to make breakfast and lunch for my siblings. They are up at 6.45 and I always leave home at 7.10, but before I leave I have to make sure that their clothes are ready and their stuff are packed. When I starred outside I could see a thin layer of snow. Somehow it was a kind of magical to see a white landscape outside and I had the feeling that this day was going to be a perfect day.

Unfortunately it did not turn out to be what i had hoped for.

I left the house early to catch up an early bus, but I missed it. The next bus(the one i usually go with) would come in 6 minutes anyway, so i stood out in the snowy weather. My classmate Silke came to the bus stop and we chatted for a while, but then we saw a bus coming towards us at 7.21. It was  the 79-bus, which is a special bus and doesn't go to central station(my stop), so we stood by and waited for the next one. If the first bus was late, there would be another 7.22 and 7.30

We stood freezing in the dark and after 15 minutes a bus showed up on the road. It wasn't the one that was supposed to come 7.15, but the 7.22. When it was about 100 m from the bus stop, I saw two other busses right behind... OMG . 3 busses were late in a row...

I came 5 minutes late for school and was afraid that my teacher already had started. When i came to the classroom, my friends were yelling angrily - and then I found out my english teacher's daughter was sick and therefore she decided to take a day of. and worse - We had a double english lesson... which means from 8-11.30... I could have stayed home and sleep, because the next class would start 12. -.-

but, but, but

- Worst of all - She decided to give us a new assignment for SUNDAY ! WHATTHE?!, We all went to the school office and they changed the date to wednesday... I just finished 2 assignments for this week and then i got a new one today -.-

Iben & Nanna

Many of the others went home, but i stayed back and I used the time to do my homework. My friend Jeanette had baked us a delicious honey cake and that cheered me up (and my stomach too)^^

(every week one in the class has to bring a cake)

That's why my face is SOO round !

After some time I started to feel annoyed and tired again and talked with my friend AK about relationships. She promised me about 5 months ago that she would not have a boyfriend/ be in a relationship with anyone before she turned 18. Well she broke that promise :b

I've met the guy once and he's really something. She likes him a lot and shivers every time she mentions his name - she's hit by cupid. Hahahah!

I'm happy for her - To see her in love is better than watching a sitcom. Jkjk.

I have to admit I envy her

Because right now there's only one person that can make my heart skip a beat and I can't and won't be with that person for many reasons. 

I just envy her freedom to pick,

Cam-whores

For the lunch break I went downtown to get something to eat, but couldn't find anything tempting. I saw a bike with no lock on it and it looked exactly like my stolen bike. It could have been mine, but then a lady came and told me it was her bike. It crossed my mind that the original lock was removed, but she drove away with the bike before I could ask her anything more. I think it was my precious bike .... 

DAMN€%€&/%

When school finally was over i went to my old school to pick up Juliet and Dennis. Mom had let me cook dinner for the first time without her constant interruption and critic, and i was quite satisfied with the results ! I cooked bun(vietnamese noodle soup) for the family ! :D

I took a break from my homework to play around with buy siblings and to write this post, but i also did something i have wanted to do for a while.

I tried out some new hairstyles...

Usually my hair looks like this. The length of my hair is awkward - it's too short to be long enough and yet too long to be short. Especially my bangs. 

For the last week I have braided my hair in many different styles, but this time i tried something else...

and it reminded my of a bird nest.

you know the saying that your hair looks like a bird nest right?

Mine really was a bird nest!

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TADAAA!

I'm just as angry as these fellers. 

Have a nice weekend ! 

//:Emtie's out.

When the smiley stops, she ain't feeling you anymore

Update:

I'm sick 

my mood affects my posts

I love you mom

Stay strong

You didn't get your nickname for nothing

You have earned it

every single day that passes

I'll look even more like you

- Maybe too much

you're not alone

Just like you, I get lonely too

I'm not like "fresh to death"

I'm having days with stress, it's a mess,
It makes me feel depressed, that I have lost access to your home address. 

I want to do my best, to solve life's simple quests, but it is like a game of chess - I'm not allowed to digress. 

I dress to impress, who? YOU i guess.

 I might be obsessed, but lust is hard to oppress.

 I ask for success and what do i get ? I end up with regress.
Absolutely no progress. 

Feelings are hard to express and words are always so complex, so bloody compressed,

the skill to suppress  is not a skill i possess  

but being able to live, with all my regrets, I am so much more than just only "blessed"
why do i only use words that ends with s?

Okay ... Where's the "delete"-button ?
- it's from 2010 ...

Shrek

Here's my Cousin Danthy! She promised me a song that i could record, and she picked Leonard Cohen - Hallelujah and here's her version ^^

Happy Lunar New Year !

新年快乐 - Chuc mung nam moi!!


Yesterday we ate dinner at my grandparents place to celebrate new year. From what I know there was a new years party in Århus, but my parents didn't want to go and I preferred to stay home this time. Usually Têt(new year celebration) in Århus is one of the biggest events in my calendar, but for once I did not either plan to go or beg my parents for anything related to the party. I used the morning to finish some homework and went to my grandparents house. I was surprised, because there was a new face among my cute cousins. My cousin Hoai Dzu bought her cousin from California. Her american name is Donna, but we all like to call her Chi Na. She has been here for about six month, lives in Aalborg and has just finished her studies in psychology, so she will be leaving in a week. She's a really nice person and we talked a lot about what is special about Denmark(besides the weather) that they don't have in America. We made a short list of what we could come up with and it's quite obvious:


1. Rye bread 
2. Kims chips
3. Liver spread
4. Marie biscuits 
5. Brun sauce (brown sauce)
6. McDonals burgers that actually have more than one piece of lettuce.


Hopefully she will miss these kinds of foods (Hell no, they have in n n'out burger).


Dzu's mother asked us if we wanted to go to their bar and hang out for a while and I was there for a couple of hours before my parents came to pick me up. We played dart, ate chips and Dzu's mother made us some drinks. They were really good but a bit too sweet. I was so exhausted when I came home, but I wanted to finish my math assignment before i went to sleep. My bed tried to seduce me and it succeeded.

San francisco

Something with peach Juice

 Danthy 

 Doanh

 Dzu

 We ate Lau and Roi Bo + Peeking soup

Oh Yeah ! Dzu braided my hair... she actually braided all of my hair but i didn't take any picture of it. I slept with the braids, and now my hair looks like a poodle. ... actually not a poodle.. I look like Lady Gaga in the opening scene for her Bad Romance MV.

 And yes i know my ears are big.

 Well I have to leave now. Time for dinner ^^, and Chi Na is going to leave in a few hours, so I want to spend more time with her. Hopefully it won't be the last time i meet her :D

Have a nice sunday ! 

And once again ! Happy new year !!

- spend it with your family because that is what matters the most ! :D

Rabbit food! and it's Dragon year.

Seven days without love makes one weak

“You may not be her first, her last, or her only. She loved before she may love again. But if she loves you now, what else matters? She’s not perfect - you aren’t either, and the two of you may never be perfect together but if she can make you laugh, cause you to think twice, and admit to being human and making mistakes, hold onto her and give her the most you can. She may not be thinking about you every second of the day, but she will give you a part of her that she knows you can break - her heart. So don’t hurt her, don’t change her, don’t analyze and don’t expect more than she can give. Smile when she makes you happy, let her know when she makes you mad, and miss her when she’s not there.”

I'm not that "girl" - so why do i have  look like I care ?

Enjoy Coffe

Acting like a selfish child

Don't date someone you can't see yourself marrying

If you can't, you're using them.

Twitching

Tell me why I always fall for your type?

It's friday 13th and that's nothing special. I'm always unlucky.

Thinking back:

Thanks for the lessons and stay strong.

Esc

And I thought my name was funny

You'll have to check this one out ! XD

Beat this !

I'm serious . beat this !

 Go' ahead and envy me
- Jonathan Truc.

APA

I hate this day ! I hate mondays! - Okay, I only hate this one. I HATE MONDAY, JANUARY 9TH 2012!

Today someone stole my bike. My precious bike. My only option to escape. The one thing I own and love the most. 

WHY THE HELL DID YOU STEAL MY BIKE?! WHY DID YOU HAVE TO RUIN MY DAY AND MAKE ME LATE FOR SCHOOL !? GIVE ME A LOT OF TROUBLE?! MAKE ME DISAPPOINT MY PARENTS?! 

Don't you hate having two heads

Had a good weekend? I did.. Somehow ... Kind of .. Bad .. Not really.. Atually okay ^^

The other day my friend mr. JT yelled at me, telling me that i was two-faced, when I was hanging out with him last week. I was quite shocked, but he was somehow right and mostly wrong. What is the definition of being two-faced?:

two-faced - marked by deliberate deceptiveness especially by pretending one set of feelings and acting under the influence of another; "she was a deceitful scheming little thing"- Israel Zangwill; "a double-dealing double agent"; "a double-faced infernal traitor and schemer"- W.M.Thackeray
double-dealing, double-tongued, duplicitous, Janus-faced, double-faced, ambidextrous, deceitful
dishonest, dishonorable - deceptive or fraudulent; disposed to cheat or defraud or deceive

So what is the diffrence of being two-faced by definition and to be the person you really are depentent if you're in (bad/good) mood or company?

There are persons i love to be around, and there are persons i can't stand. JT definitely belongs to the first category, but I was acting like he was in the second. Ofc i show a different person towards different persons, but they're all me - a part of my personality. I was annoyed that day, and without any purposes or intention, my mood had targeted him. It's not being fake or anything, and sometimes it depends who you are together with. What kind of person they make you. They can both bring the best of you to surface or wake the beast in you.

Aren't we all like that ? - and friends do know each other. I don't get why he didn't respect me at all, because he should know how i am in every possible way, otherwise he can't proclaim to be my friend.

"Paws up little monsters. You were born this way" - Lady Gaga




//:Emtie's out - Posted using my iPhone

Bubble

Right now i'm at my dad's best friend's house in Esbjerg. I have spended the most of the day at the swimming stadium with my siblings and their friends. Even though I have bad relationship with water, I always enjoy the wellness area they have there. I think I accidentally took a nap in the bubble bath... Hahah! I love to take damp bath or use the the Finish-sauna and after I'll jump in the cold-water pool. It's both refreshing and healthy and it makes me completely relaxed... And sleepy..

I asked Dennis earlier if he felt that Esbjerg was his "home". Dennis wan born in Esbjerg 2005 when my family and I lived here. I was taken by surprise by his answer because he said: "even though I was born here, I have only lived here for about a month. Odense is my real home". The same goes with Juliet but she's born in Odense. I'm born in Kalundborg, and lived there for about a week before I moved.
So I was asked if I felt that Esbjerg was where I belonged. My answer: for 6 months. I tried to convince myself that I was home. That I finally was home where I belonged. After those 6 months I found out I had left my real home for an illusion.


//:Emtie's out - Posted using my iPhone

Capital vices

I know it's late but my parentes told me to bake a cake for tomorrow. I did a quick one: coffe-orange cake with hints of almonds.

But then i could not help myself..

I had to make some midnight macron-cupcakes. I'm really sleepy at this time of the day which in baking results in many weird cakes. I made plain, raspberry, coffee and mint batter, frosted them with either blueberry, lemon or chocolate-frosting and decorated them with some random toppings(I used what I found in the drawers..) and it turned out to look like this ... Good weekend !!

gluttony should be my middle name.

//:Emtie's out - Posted using my iPhone

Be thankful

for every moment in life.  for the skill to smile. for every tear you cry.  for every time you don't know why. for everything that you want to deny. for you regretting a lie. for each time you're hurt by a guy. for a war that ends with a tie. look forward don't be shy. reach for the top with your head held high. prevent yourself to start with a sigh.  stay chick, look good, fresh and fly.  

Take a bite of a pie and be thankful that you today didn't die.

but be sorry that you have wasted your time. 

Where's perry?

- Even though how sick you are, you still manage to smile so brightly everyday. You're the illest'

N.Y.E from PM to AM

That was my day in pictures. How was yours ? ^^