Depression 20/20

Hi !
Long time no posting !


Nothing much has changed in my life but yet so much.
I'm depressed and suffer with anxiety. i'm a prsioner of my own home and most of my social interaction is online. i hang out with the same people i find toxic for my mental health. some let me down continuesly and cannot see how they mistreat me but wont let me go when i try to leave. Others are overstepping my boundaries and doesn't accept a  no.


i'm tired.
i'm so damn tired and so sleepy because of the venlafaxin im on right now that i want to doze off but i'm stuck at my 9-5 desktop bound job, making my ass flat as pancakes.


Kids dont get on setrallin and if you do, choose krka. Don't cut corners when it comes to medcine and if a preparation is more suitable for you than another, don't push yourself to experiment or change drugs often because the adaption period is around 5 weeks. changing too often is definitely not woth the sideeffects and having patience makes the difference in the whole treatment plan.  Take your time, feel and feel numb if you must. At least youre breathing
At least you want to live



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